FIVE HOURS! FIVE HOURS UNTIL REVIVE ME IS RELEASED! Guess who’s not getting any sleep tonight? Yep, this girl right here. Guess who’s excited/ a nervous wreck/super happy/ wants to crawl into a hole and never look at the internet again?
Yep, this girl again.
And this girl is also giving you an the opening excerpt of Revive Me:
Loss. That one word is so short. One syllable. Four letters. Yet the meaning is massive. One word, one million feelings. We don’t only mourn the loss of the person as we’re grieving. We grieve the memories sweeping through and reminding us of the plans that are never going to happen. Pain seizes our body, runs its never-ending course, and takes us over. We become a part of the loss. We become lost. When I lost him, I lost myself.
I was a planner. My parents insisted I had an agenda book with me in the womb, the time and date penciled in for when I was ready to be released into the world. Everything in my life was previously drafted; social events, meals, outfits, everything. And he’d been a fixture in every one.
That was when I had the naïve belief that plans actually worked in my favor. That they didn’t go astray. That was before reality bitch-slapped me in the face. Someone else’s plan ambushed mine, went to war, and mine lost brutally. His plan took the most important person away from me, and I was trying my damnedest to come up with a back-up plan. A Plan B. I was searching for anything that would help me recover from my loss. But my search always came up short. I had nothing.
Every morning, I’d wake up and slowly my recovery had slipped further and further away from me. Nothing worked. My body ached like an essential organ had been ripped away from my flesh. It had survived the wound, operating with its daily functions, but it would always be ruptured. I’d never be the same.
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